poetically inclined;

insane..how did we get to this junction?

3 days without you causes brain malfunction

mind waves buggin’, emotions on high

&& did i just get the sudden urge to cry?

tell me why did I just replay, that crazy day

where we said our 10th last goodbye

coffee mugs fly by, pictures thrown my way

you stormed out in a rage && a long sigh

now im sittin on the floor, towel under the door

kush blowin’ all my thoughts away

feelin lazy, I’ve yet to take a bath today

when did it become a chore just for you to stay?

eyes red, hazy

im callin’ you a whore on the daily

cursin your name, minutes later textin’ you to save me

come back, im crazy. why did you leave me?

..remove this pain please so i can breathe freely

…

&& be easy..

goin half on a dime wit my partner in crime
Did some mids, then she introduced me to you
She told me that you was more than a dime,
that she wasn’t goin half, & to kick in would take time
I remember my first hit, it was mid september
Summertime fine, even though you’re born of winter
It felt good, but I wasn’t hooked off my first dose
Few months in, I’m feenin’ just to be close
addicted. but I would never abuse you
..&& I would comply to whatever behooves you
High off your vibes && I know why
its because your something more than what I’m used to
Now I’m drunk off of your kisses, 
gone off your gaze
Poisoned by your words, 
Its more than a phase
Attuned to your movements, 
Not ashamed to stay 
below the influence, I’m stuck in your haze

my issues include being way too nice of dude

constantly neglecting to be rude

acceptance at face value

niggas use that really just to take advantage over you

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too sad but its true

plenty misused

generosity misconstrued,

almost enough to put a nigga in a Kill Bill mood

IOU’s way overdue

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but karmas real and I feel it

kindness is received so I still give it

been gifted,

so i praise the Lord, prayers uplifted

no stress, I guess I can say that im blessed.

imagine me not giving a fuck

gettin’ fucked up lightin’ reefer up

callin’ bitches up tryna get a quick suck

get a quick nut, tell er’ bounce out ‘fore the sun’s up

that aint me, although its crossed my mind

infrequently, of attempting to be a G

mackin’ on the ladies, bein shady, see

but truthfully i know it’s not where i wanna be

id rather be a gentleman,

treat women respectfully

givin up the tree, please dont pass it to me

tryna give up the liquor, especially Hennessy

new leaf, new possibilites.